Also Leona, telling someone or some people what has happened to you isnt a poor me story

Its just what happened

Whats the good of feeling sorry for yourself

If everyone was worried about coming across as 'poor me' then we would all be psychotic maniacs with too much built up inside

hey

no poor me situation intended at all

just reflecting upon possible reasons that have caused this problem

and trying to meet others who are similar

there is no way id whinge for the sake of whinging

trust me, i keep it all in

hey transgirl23

I read your reply to my post, and I wrote one back

Listen, you could autocastrate, but you would still be a man.

Don't you want to be a girl?

PS i have never ever even thought about harming a transexual, if it sounded like that. was just saying i was brought up by ppl who promoted it. i had just never thought of being with one before

Sorry - didnt see replies to my post till just recently

Thank you very much everyone for replying.

I have further pinpointed the possible reason, for those who are interested.

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alicia do you have a photo or any other details to give i.e you and your husbands age?

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