Hey Bay, what's caused this sudden lack of desire to be sexual? If you start making changes to your body threw medications or surgery they may not be reversable. You say almost that you don't want to love? Well, castration is not a fool proof way of removing sex drive or love lust. I am a eunuch & I ...

I've spoke with Marci Bowers & attended a presentation of hers a few years ago. She spoke about the services she offered to a group of 20 or so. Any one know if she's really a good option?

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Don't quite understand the psychology of the man who wants a Tgirl. Does he want his Tgirl to be castrated? If she takes meds to make her breasts grow will that end her need for castration? Pics or videos I've seen show the Tgirls with dicks so is it correct that a penectomy would make her ...

So sad. May the soul find light if even death it takes to find it.

I have a Youtube account & its updated regularly if anyone would like to take a peak... Tell me what you think!

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My experience with the HRT is a bad one. Its been 3 years post op & at the ripe old age of 23 I feel more like 60.... Well, i guess i can only guess what its like to be 60, but i feel tired and upset a lot of the time.

Personality...

After the surgery i waited awhile for the big changes. Then i ...

i am sure that the doctors have so much fun putting all sorts of random misunderstood hyper analytical notes in my file!

is there a time when a eunuch ever feels complete?

chilli-



I still remember what i was thinking in my head as i got up from the operation... Free at last, free at last, thank god almighty, i am free at last. really though, i am not sure if i feel complete.... Maybe a little bit less complete ...

So, what are your "aha" moments that made any of you decide its the right thing to do?

what about romantic desire? Do any of you still enjoy cuddling/kissing and such or is that kind of stuff not important anymore?



My "aha" moment was when i started pulling that part of my body out of site ...

I'm not a nullo but i am a eunuch. i did not have much strength before surgery or after. over the last few months this has kinda gotten to me. I want to have a little strength & at times i feel like i have zero. Being too broke to join a gym i do sit-ups and push-ups in my room every other day. this ...