Yes, I also find he idea of castration exciting. For me, it's just a fantasy. It usually involves an older woman, she is often amused/excited by the act.

My biggest fantasy (at the moment) is penectomy and pre/post penectomy taunting/teasing & denial. The idea of sexual frustration and humiliation ...

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The Lawyer the Doctor and the Tailor

Joe was a successful lawyer but he was increasingly hampered by incredible headaches. When his career and love life started to suffer, he sought medical help. After being referred from one specialist to another, he finally came across an old country doctor who ...