I would like to be taken in by a beautiful dominant woman who will totally transform me into her ideal shemale slave and castrate me but keep me unde her control by periodic administration of testosterone to make me serve her but mostly keep me submissive by withholding the testosterone and keep me ...

Serious question here: I have considered being castrated and following with testosterone therapy in order to be able to maintain erections for prolonged periods of time. If I do this, will my penis shrink if I keep up the testosterone therapy, or could i do penis enlargement exercises prior to ...