OK, answering myself.

I SO want to be castrated, not just without testes, but without all things male. So that's the story.

Damn. That's what I want to do. Lop it off. All of it.

I've axed before, why?

This is why. It's not something for me, it's lop it off. Begone male stuff.

Of course, I'm kinda drunk. But it's the same old story .... begone.

OK ...I'll try to be sane. Does one scrap those boys, even though those ...

I always imagined a nice jar, the relics preserved in a clear solution, on the headbboard of her bed was the Proper Shrine.

Thanks all.

I've heard a few things, some on this board, so more opinions are requested, questions that would be repeated to a medical professional one day.

Being tired. I think I read this here, where you don't have as much energy? How drastic is this?

Gaining weight. It's already hard enough ...

OK, now I'll just be silly .... if I do "it", will I still love Tool, or will I only want to listen to Lilith Faire type stuff??????????????? I'm listening now to 10,000 days, and such raw backbeat power!

Crap, sorry. That's SO sterotypical, but I guess that's where my head is at. Will I change ...

Let's see. Been married twice. Failure twice. Only after the second did I go to these TG feelings. That could possibly be because of the internet and its eye opening world. 'nuf said.

So here I am. I sometimes wish I was a woman. Other times I do not. I many times wish I could just rid myself of ...

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Perhaps I'm not in the right place for answers.

Why have you done this?

I have my own reasons, plans, etceteras. I've been reading posts here and wonder am I crazy, lonely, bereaved, desperate, or just plain trapped in perversion? Please ... take no offense to this.

I've gleaned that there are many reasons. Pain in the testicles. TS issues ...

Huh. OK, I'm in. Thanks. I have MANY questions, and I'll need time to consider.