I look androgynous, clothing also does alot.

I do wear men clothing, not into dresses and skirts hehe.

I can sometime confuse people on the first glance, and i don't mind that at all.

Im not from the US, but i go every year to https://www.stadskanaalrail.nl/

And ride with the steam train there.

I love them, the smell, the sound, the movement.

See image: https://i.postimg.cc/fbz7gK3k/stoomtrein.jpg

Well the short version is, when i was young, I didn't really wanted to grow up, more in the sense of I didn't want to become a man.

When i went through puberty, i dislikes my bigger penis, hair started to growing on other places etc.

I also didn't like to masturbate, but i had to do it to get some ...

For me it was the elimination of testosterone.

If i had a choice i wouldn't be on HRT, but I'm on estrogen to protect my bones.

Congrats on your 6e year of being a eunuch.

Im getting my 5 year mark this year.

Ive skimped over your blog, will try to read it, so far what i have read, Ive had some same and some other experience.

I did the survey aswell today.

Are you using the chat button on top?

And then the "We highly recommend using our client to access the chatroom." ?

If so, you can just zoom your browser (ctrl wheelmouse)

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When i was around 18-24 ive gotten comments that i stink, but sometimes i just showered 1 hour ago! it was really bad. But i did, and still sweat alot, like really alot still i am ashamed of that, but i cant do anything about it. When the outside temperature and moist is right, i can just start ...

Ive had my scrotum also removed with the castration. I didn't have any problems.