It has been some time since I last posted here. Some of my friends from the Archives have been curious as to why. I have changed my whole way of thinking about castration since I had my testicles removed. I have not enjoyed the life after because of the needed testosterone replacement treatments. I ...

I forgot to mention that once again the doctor wanted to circumcise me while he does the other work. I told him that I like the foreskin and will keep it right where it is.

It has been quite some time since I wrote in response to the posts and I do appologize for that. To bring you up to date on what has recently happened to me. I went in to the doctor for a 3 month follow up. He informed me that the scrotal growths were still there and should be removed. To make the ...

I really do appreciate all the kind letters of support that are posted. I am doing well with the change. I have constant headaches and mood swings now. I am having a hard time coping with it at times. I am growing tired of the blood tests to determine the hormone levels so they can be adjusted. I ...

I can not see what the possesion of testicles has to do with fighting for one's country. I am a gay man that served in the U.S. Air Force. I saw one of my friends get caught his ball caught on the obstacle course. It was removed and he elected to take the medical and get out. I went through all four ...

I did not mention what the doctors suspected, and that was testicular cancer. The proceedure for the removal under those conditions is through the inguinal canals. They will not chance the cancer if there is any to get into the blood stream so the cords are clamped high and the testicles cut off ...

Ever since I was a teenager I had a fantasy about being castrated. But it was only a fantasy for many years. For at least 5 years now I have still had the castration fantasy but it has changed a little. I dream of having some of my younger very cute straight friends perform my castration. There are ...