They will go hard and big at first then soften up and feel smaller then before..... the area will numb slowly your know there dead when you can squeeze hard with no sensation, your just know they will feel dead and foreign to your body.

As far as i know in the UK Bacardi 151 rum 75% is the highest. not cheap.

Im not so sure but i know the what your trying to aim for is the Leydig cells. If any alochol gets out into surrounding tissue the pain is sharp and allmost unbearable it seemed to run up into the cord right through my leg, it subsides rather quickly after 20 mins or so, if you do it right though ...

If I squeeze i can feel a sensation in the middle... i must be close my desire to do anymore is gone before the urge was so strong its all i had on my mind 24/7.

Orgasm is NOT Ejaculation..... an orgasm is not just a release of energy it is also a gaining of energy that can be circulated through the body an internal full body orgasm... most of it is in the mind,i can orgasm with no stimulation.

Satan does not have a doctrine. so no discussion? is that because your hitting walls in your belief? your offering me nothing here. I have come here to wake people up im here for the awakening.

Im interested on your views on kundalini, it is said to be dormant in all humans. it awoke in me and has since cleared many illusions and cleansed me on every level, i want to extened my love to the world and have learnt to love unconditional.... from your perspective this is evil?

I guess he said that to his flock of sheep yer they need a good shepard

Really i would like to know more what is evil? is kundalini evil too? you seem to be religous wht if i said religion is to keep you in a spirtual prison limited by belief which creates, repression of sex is to be controlled by it, surrendering to sex is being one with it neither for or against not ...

You should look into tantra and use the sexual energy for spirtual.