I have used Depo Provera for over a year. I have used it on and off and so I know how it effects me. Every body and person is different. When I start off with a course of Depo, I always begin with 2 shots equaling 300mg. It takes a few weeks for the shots to take effect, but when they do, the impact ...

I continue my journey as I write this post. I continue the Depo, the Cypertone and the Estrofem. They are changing me in real ways. I am not the same person that posted the first time. I have changed in real and dramatic ways. I am afraid that my wife is going to leave m
e unless I let her know ...

Part of my interest in castration has to do with my small penis. It is only 4 inches when hard and I have always been self conscious about its small size. I never thought I deserved balls because of my small cock and that thought, which started at puberty, has continued to this day. The thought of ...

My wife knows about my flirtation with castration. She found a couple of my elastrator tools and also found a video showing how one of them could be used to castrate a bull. I could get her to indulge this fantasy by putting a large elastrator band onto my balls before she started our lovemaking ...

I decided to take your advice Uncle Flo. I broke the news to my wife
that I was trying to reduce my

libido by using chemicals that have the same effect as castration. She was surprised by the news and wanted to understand why I was interested in castration. This has started a conversation that ...

I have now been on 5mg of proscar for over a year. There is no doubt that it has reduced the size of my prostate and made it much harder to get an erection. For my wife, the appearance of perky tits was shocking. I blamed it on the proscar but I know that part of the growth is due to my use of ...

I have growing mboobs. I am on 5mg proscar and Depo. When I took a few estrogen pills, they really got puffy.

I continue my journey as I write this post. I continue the Depo, the Cypertone and the Estrofem. They are changing me in real ways. I am not the same person that posted the first time. I have changed in real and dramatic ways. I am afraid that my wife is going to leave me unless I let her know why I ...

I have been on Depo for several months now. I started and then stopped after a few months. Then I ordered another batch and have been taking it ever since. I started with a 300mg dose and then have taken 150mg injections each month. I also take estrofem and androcur. I am effectively castrated. The ...

I took propecia so I could avoid going bald. It had an effect when I took it in my 30's and it got to the place where my wife demanded that I stop taking the stuff because of the way it impacted our sex life. I was able to regain a lot of my sex drive but my desire for castration, either by ...