SplitDick,

Your quite right, you had stated about using SSRI. I should really read through *all* the posts first before replying.

If your right about the amount of time to fully recovery, then I have another three years to go. I was heavily involved for almost ten years. As time goes on, however ...

One way that I have used to numb the penis and testicles is to use either 2% xylocaine jelly, (lidocaine hydrochloride) or even better EMLA cream which is 2.5% lidocaine and 2.5% prilocaine. The xylocaine comes in a tube with an applicator that you can insert into the urethral opening and by ...

Andrew,

I stand corrected on relating my "calm" to yours. Rather, the calm of the eunuch is much more stable, remaining the same instead of, how you put it, the up and down of a recovery time. Indeed, to maintain mental focus and minimal stress would be enviable.

SplitDick,

I was only thinking of ...

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I had a $300/week prostitution habit!

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You make it sound like a drug habit. From personal experience I know that a person can kick a drug habit, (7 years clean). Would it not be possible to stop a destructive habit in much the same way? Drugs can be both physically and psychologically ...

I guess you could call me a "lurker" as well. I originally started out just reading the stories. I have been following the story of "Tim's Last Orgasm". Definitely NOT a short story but with a lot of depth to it. Any way, I only recently began reading the message board and find it not only ...