What happened to the edit button? I used their instead of there. Damned annoying this site anymore.

No nothing can come of our being in contact. I was pleased and flattered he remembered me and reached out. I oft times remember people how they were when last together and when he told me he was a grandfather my first thought was he was too young. Of course then I had to remember how old I am now ...

As I had mentioned Monday night and the PTSD dreams just about did me in but I had to pull myself together. I crawled out of bed Tuesday morning and poured a glass of wine, snuggled with my dog and called a friend. I shared with her the dreams of seven different times I was assaulted and how ...

daifu-orchid (imported) wrote: Wed Apr 25, 2018 8:05 pm Did Mr Corky have anything good to contribute? Usually reliable at difficult times.....

He luckily is not burdened by the dark past. We did not know each other then. He of course is always a comfort even if he cannot comprehend the depths of my sadness.

I awoke this morning after a very trying night. My sleep was interrupted by flashback nightmares. I remembered seven of them and after calming myself down I would go back to sleep. Once asleep a new one would begin. I have not had a night like this in so many years. It is not good to relive a ...

I am certainly normal for me. Would anyone else want my brand of normal, maybe not. I have certainly learned to enjoy and cherish my new normal.

Good to have you back. No lets upgrade that to wonderful you are back. Did they find any underlying cause for the falls or were the hemorrhages causing the falls or the impacts of the falls causing you to hemorrhage? The fact that you can still do taxes means you have not had any major deficits of ...

sparkey49 (imported) wrote: Sun Apr 01, 2018 6:34 pm So glad you are finding some peace in all of what you have endured and hope everything keeps getting better and to heck with anyone’s negativity!

sparkey49 I just recently saw your post and I wanted to thank you for your support.

My life has been interesting. As a pre-eunuch I was often referred to as ma'am. In restaurants, stores and most public places a clerk would call me ma'am and then looked confused when the fully looked at me. This even happened while fully bearded and moustached. Straight men would find me attractive ...

I wish you both the best. I understand that you had shut down when she said some things. I know how much you love your dog and your dog loves you. I know you will do an


ything he needs to be as healthy as possible.



Thank you and yes I would do anything for him. Saturday morning Corky went ...