Regrets, yea I have a few. I really wasn't anticipating the depths of depression that came with it. I struggled for a few years to go without hrt but eventually went on estradiol along with antidepressants. I have a beautiful wife but no libido so no real sex life to speak of. And I've gained about ...

I've been on 4 mg E for about two years at this point and would say that my libido is very low but not entirely gone. I've tried going with a lower dose but I found that the 4 mg feels right - I have energy, mental alertness, and less depression than with lower doses.

Honestly, since gender is a spectrum, I think it is up to the individual to decide whether or not they are still a man once they become a eunuch. I now consider myself less of a man than I used to be and more nonbinary. There are plenty of enbies that are becoming more vocal, and many states are now ...

Not a bad idea at all and one I'd not thought of so I checked it out this afternoon; I searched all the Planned Parenthood sites from Colorado, to Utah, to Idaho, to California, to Arizona to New Mexico. While some of them advertised for LGBTQ services, everyone of them had a note saying that NO ...

That is exactly what the Surgeon who's going to do my Penectomy told me. Problem is finding an Endocrinologist who will work with a Gender Non Conforming individual is tough. I've been trying to come up with one for a couple of months now with no success. There are quite a number of them who will ...

I was able to get my T levels to the 30-40 ng/dl level using CaCl. Similar to Frida, after 16 months of injecting I was never able to get them to die completely, but I'm happy with where I am at right now.

Exactly what I'm looking for. I'm planning 2mg/day, 1mg in morning, 1mg in evening to start in a few weeks, since I'm still recovering from my orchiectomy. Not seeking feminizing, but some won't matter at this point in my life.

How did you approach PP for hormones? I'm not sure if there are any ...

I tried low dose E for a while. I found that the low dose (1mg every other day) was not enough to combat the brain fog, low energy, depression, etc. Plus, even at a low dose I got breast pain and enlargement. I eventually upped my dose over time and am currently taking 4 mg per day. I get it thru ...

I did try progesterone for a while. I did not find it effective in combating the numerous issues related to low T. Also, it made me extra moody. Elevated progesterone levels in women are a significant part of PMS, and progesterone made me feel just like how PMS is described.

Not sure if this has been shared before. Super interesting article about Forbidden City eunuchs, including details about the castration method that I was not aware.

https://multimedia.scmp.com/culture/art ... er_02.html