Well time for a quick update :)

firstly thanks to all my friends old and new that have shown support i love you all. xxx

Well on my last visit to see my Dr i was told that he was s=pleasantly surprised that my CD4 count has gone from 37 in november 2007 to 315 in jan 2008 so things are heading in ...

I just want to thank you all for your kind words.....I made the decision when i was told that i would not ever let it beat me so i am hopeing/planning on being here for a long time yet

Well another update for you...i saw my HIV Dr the other day and got the results from my last round of blood tests and the news was not so good in that my viral load result was sky high at 3.5million and my CD4 count was right down at 37 in the words of my Dr he was giving me a full blown AIDS ...

Christina what i gave read made me cry and made what i am going through right now look nothing compaired to what you are going through...ok there is no cure for my HIV status but at least with medication i should live a healthy life. I just hope and pray that you are about for a long time yet as i ...

A big hello to all my friends on here

Firstly i want to appologise for not having been around and in chat as often as i would like but shall we say life has thrown a big thing in my path that i have been having to deal with and also come to terms with but i am for the most part getting there ...

Firstly Lilac i would like to welcome you to the other side of the pond....lol

I hope that Portugal brings you every happiness you deserve and hey it is a bit closer to me.....lol

BIG HUGS


Lilac...How can you go to Portugal when there are so many handsome, macho-men here like ME, River, IEunuch ...

words are hard at times like this.....and i know each and everyone of the regulars here has been touched in someway by Matt(luvpain) at somestage or another i for one would not be here today if it was not for the kind words he and others had for his friends.

This is a poem that has helped me ...

I just want to take this opportunity to thank all my friends who have left me such wonderful messages for my birthday

you all have a special place in my heart and if it was not for all of you i may not have been here to see my 37th birthday so for that i thank you all

I love you all

xxxx

No need to worry i found the details.....LOL

DOH

Ok this kinda makes me glad i am not breathing the same air as the americans.....